Unforgettable

you left too soon for goodbye's to be exchanged.
to be completely honest; it left my mind rearranged.
i have visions of us talking on a level so extreme,
only to wake up and realize it was only a dream.
everyday, nonstop, i reflect on the good weather.
as well as the bad times we conquered together.
i am left here counting the faces that left fast.
wondering why i am still here and u in the past.
i am happy you moved on and you will live in my pen.
i just hope i am not forgotten if i don't see you again.
my love lasts forever just as my will to hold a grudge.
i don't know my fate if i happen to meet my judge.
so just know i heal slow and some days i seem too low.
i miss you and i never learned the right way to let go.

RIP

Trevi Edwards, Brandy Riley, Brooke Woodford, Carl Sandifer, 

Mary Sandifer, Junior Stump, Barry Layne, Genie Layne, 

Dennis Deacon, Dennis Deacon Jr., Margret Miear

Frozen

Frozen in time,but defrosting the mind.

Feeling around half blind in this life of mine.

A thousand footsteps from my dearly departed.

Yet miles from where the pain started.

I learned so much and grew so strong,

Helping so many when their thoughts were wrong,

opening eyes through rhyming these lines,

staying intwined in Evil and the devine.

Nightmares are frequent, sleep never comes easy.

Just out of reach the demons poke and tease me.

I try to be noble and hold out a hand.

Yet my head remains solid; respect I demand.

I want to leave a legacy for my children to honor.

I just worry about the path my mind often wanders.

~ceL

Move On

Move On

(Nothing to see here)

I remain sane by facing the pain. Still alive as I strive to drive with the brain.

The heart falls apart as the mind kick starts.

Mending feelings logically; replacing broken parts. 

Wrong here, right there. 

I gave, I loved, I cared. 

Time to rebuild, rewire, rethink, redefine.

No more rewind, relive, recycle, or looking behind.